almost died today.
it would have been pretty terrible.
when i woke up it felt like one of those dreams.
you ever have a dream and in the middle of the dream you're like "wait. is this real?" sometimes during the dream you'll say "oh...yeh just dreaming no worries" and other times you question it a few times before you realize oh yeh...just dreaming. i've had it before where ive woken up from something...and thought i was still dreaming but it was in fact reality.
today was one of those days.
worked late last night...and late is an understatement. i literally had 1 hr of sleep...and i have an entire 8 hour super stressful work day ahead of me.
right now i cant even focus on work because im still shaken up.
i guess, im glad to be alive.
it would be nice to see things come into fruition over the long term.
im sure its satisfying for someone like my grandparents to see their Great grandkids. 4 generations is a lot.
if only i can live to see that day. ellie's (or any other kids i may have in the future) kids having kids. wow.
good thing i didnt die today.
No comments:
Post a Comment