Its probably over.
Ull continue with them
And ill be okay with it
Ill be too tired to look anymore
At least for now I guess.
But I know now.
I'm tired.
Ill be happy while you learn
While you grow.
Ill be happy
With the ppl you'll come to know
Oh karma please be good to me
I've been both good and bad
The universe allows that
I hope to find balance in the end.
I've already lost so much in my lifetime. I'm sure I will lose some more. When will my good karma points kick in? Or maybe I shouldn't count on them. I feel so lost sometimes. I feel like I'm losing everything, sometimes, too.
Miscommunication, misunderstandings
Misjudged, revelations handy
When there's a split
Its hard to come back.
The break in wood can repair itself
Get itself back on track
It just needs some tlc
Caretakers to look after it
Nurture and nourish
Until again, we understand it
I hope a break can mend
I hope a split can end
I hope for the understanding
Of a special friend.
Stay a while in my life
I know I can be good for you
Stay a while, you're needed too.
Misunderstandings can be worked out
Hopefully its worth it to you.
Stay, because it feels so right
being close to you.
Brain drain
These thoughts have pain
Depressed
Repressed
Hold on, maintain
Brain freeze til it burns like fire
Atoms move, melting frozen desire
sluggish and off track
I've lost focus
I can't wait to retire
Tired from the day
My brain wastes away
Oozing mental fluids
Out of the orifices.
Brain drained,
Wasting away
Give me tomorrow
I'm sure ill be better then,
Anyway.
