creating content

so, ive gone on before about how i cant write and watnot.

meh.

what a cop out huh?

i guess im just in the mood and feel like i may have a lot to say. (even though looking back im not saying all that i want to say...doesnt that shit happen? ugh)

now that im thinking about it...there's just so much to say about where ive been in my life from the last time i was writing actively.

i always also feel like giving a recap. .

you know. i had an Open Diary on opendiary.com before. or was it freeopendiary?

anywho. then a live journal. then a brief stint with a deadjournal...erm...didnt last long

and then i had a xanga for a while. it still exists. i believe i had it reinstated actually.

i hope that content never gets lost.

anywho.

i remember i used to create a lot of content. silly stuff though. like weekly id have my "muse of the week" thing. write about some inspiring female...that was fun.

while i work, i usually watch interviews on youtube. usually hip hop interviews (sway in the am, breakfast club, etc). one day, the other day, sway had on jimmy kimmell. it was an interesting interview. at this hour i forget most of what was said. but heres my takeaway:

i remember jimmy saying something about how he was broke then he just kept working and creating. then one day he made a living of just creating content that he could show to someone and they'd pay him for it.

my logic is telling me and everyone in the  room. "duh"

easy peasy.

he did not fail to mention the hard work involved.

you know. i've always seen myself as an intelligent person. someone who is a decent judge of character. someone who is able to see many perspectives and think critically. i think im a hard worker...but somewhere in there i lack discipline.

above my computer on the wall that faces me i have a paper with the words "self discipline" in terrible bubble letters a la 5th grade. written in pen. i didnt even go all out with my reminder sign.

if i wasnt so lazy, id post a photo...that'd be content. and id feel content. oo snaps

maybe ill work myself up to it. i wanted to put up a youtube video. can i link shit? i think i can. if i can then its over.

bahaha?

bahah!

i was thinking about the cleverness of blogging. or even specifically my "i just cant leave this blank" blog name. haha. i should shut up now.

well not so much that. moreso rather...

im thinking about how do we stand the test of time? how do we live in infamy? how can we be remembered?

we can remember some OG things with written text or artifacts, bones, fossils etc etc/

its amazing that we live in the world we live in now. we all have the opportunity to create content. content that can potentially last forever. who knows what the internet will evolve into in the next 50 years...and on and on and on. i hope there are backups for the information that lives online. well there are. hell i can have my own back up.

but anywho. terence mckenna once said something to the affect that creating art is one of the points of our existence. id agree with it. how else will we be remembered? art...in all its forms is human expression. it was a gift. a gifts to ourselves from ourselves. we discovered art through curiosity.

im just thinking out loud...so to speak.

hah. so to type. there should be jargon for that. something to explain my stream of consciousness verbally. erm. like i just did.

so yeah.

go you! go you human being for being curious, creative, critical thinking and deciding to be expressive.

im up at 2am. i worked a bit, though i wanted to work more over the weekend. now im just babbling and off my topic.

is this enough content?

be motivated.




wait wait wait


theres more to this.

so. collective consciousness right.

i wonder. i wonder...what if someone started a meme of some sort. something positive. something concrete and positive that everyone could agree upon. something simple that some retarded religion cant argue one way or another. post that shit on the internets. have million and billions see and be effected by it. would that change the collective consciousness of the human entelechy? fuck man.

why cant we just all agree on peace. wtf is wrong with people.

heh. i feel like love and peace are one in the same. i feel like peace is a kind of love. a love that is in balance and harmony.