Time split

I really hate that ellie has to deal with divided time between her mom and I.

affect.

dear gf,

i'm sorry that other people affect me and put me in a negative mood, while you are trying to be sweet and cute. i mean to be sweet and cute back...it's hard to be that way when you're stressed out though.

ill do better. and hopefully people will stress me out less.

btw.


- a note on being disrespected.

i feel like all my life, ive respected others and in turn i've garnered respect back. its a very weird feeling for me...to be disrespected - especially when i try very very hard to be respectful and patient.

meh.