but where?

should i now be posting blog posts?

i was thinking about the name of this blog. hah. dont wanna brag. but it think its a little clever.

lol im totally undermining my compliment to myself.

anyway.

this is just another blog. and i really cant leave this blank. i dont know what i mean there. maybe its my brain. like...it keeps filling with random thoughts and ideas...and this is a means to sort? or maybe just to vent so that my brain can relax afterwards.

if u know me in real life, im very chill. i am passionate about some things...and if u need me to educate you on something...ill be happy to teach.

ive been wondering what i should be posting and where to post those things. i have so many ideas and things to say to put out there...but dont know where they should go. meh. my problem has been motivation. my friend hanalei says to just write. so here i am writing.

lauren and i are on thefunkylife as well though. =D still have to post in there. ive just been lazy with pics and videos. meh.

this blog has been and will continue to be my ramblings of a mad man style venting device.

so whats up?

i always look back at these damn old blog posts from blogs and social networking shit from yesteryear. i get bummed out about it. in a good way i guess. im not sure. is it possible to feel sad and happy simultaneously? is that weird? id google it but id lose my train of thought. lol.

like now.

oh...about being an emo kid. right. yeah. meh. its just crazy looking back. when i think about looking back at my life as someone at 29, i feel that i hope to live to an old age. i see where i have been. where i am now. and where id like to be. the future plans are mostly in mind right now. we'll see where it all goes!

im optimistic.

ill say that i do feel pretty down sometimes.

do blogs nowadays have to always be about something in particular? lol...is this something in particular? wtf.

night folks...i need to cuddle my wife.