udemy thing
new blogs
get health in order
the health thing...im deciding that today and going forward i will be making better choices when it comes to my food intake. i will also control my portion sizes. erm.
honestly, im broke right now so eating healthy on a budget or really on no money is kinda tough. its def doable though. fruits and veggies, etc. they can be super cheap actually. ugh. ive binged on carbs for the past couple of weeks. ive been on a food binge for the past few years. ugh.
so anyway. i have these meal replacement shakes by Garden of Life left...about 2 months worth. i think im going to do those again until i finish them. this'll save money and get me somewhere better where i am today. im 33 and my bones and joints feel achy. im pretty sure i have high blood pressure. diabetes is uncertain. however, i have heart disease on both sides of my family...so yeah.
im also beginning to work out. ive always tried to think of fun ways to work out. the idea of me in a gym makes me want to puke. like..a gym gym.i think a boxing gym, wouldnt be so bad though, albeit intimidating. i used to take martial arts way back when...i think i gained weight during that time though. haha. anywho, i have a punching bag, some gloves and watnot. i have some training guides. i also have some guides for other exercises and watnot. i plan to do this everyday. i should have started a month ago when i originally wanted. but whatever. i will start today...and if i dont, ill feel like a douchebag for writing all this and not doing shit.
i think thats my new years resolution...a bit late huh? haha.
if i write it, i will make it happen.
ill try my best to fulfill this.
im 33 and i still have hopes and dreams. i have goals to reach and adventures to be had that are achievable if only i put my energy into it. i have been putting energy into these endeavors over the years but have been and am still partially stunted by fear. fear of failure, fear of something. i feel like im getting over it. we'll see.
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the new blogs. i want to write monthly letters for my mom and to my daughter. maybe one day my daughter will find these and it'll give her some perspective.
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the udemy thing. i need to be teaching. there are a few things that i know how to do well. there isnt much that i am necessarily "qualified" to teach yet though. however, last time i checked, i didnt need a culinary degree to be a bomb ass cook and be able to show people a thing or two. hell, maybe people will even shell out monies for said coursework?
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hey so...i have been doing ok with my financial aid crap lately. im a few months away from having this hold that was on my financial aid removed. hooray? yes. now ill be able to apply for financial aid and get back in school. hmm. they were also taking money from my tax returns too...which sucked ass...but in a way was cool because it went right to my loans. meh. id rather make thost decisions so yay for that being gone. the prospect of returning to school is motivating.
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i wonder if anyone can point me to some resources for getting a divorce. erm.yeah.
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