time spent

time spent does not equate to feelings had
so short our time was together
yet i held thoughts and feelings
that im expected to dissolve into

nothing

dont mess with those girls she said
you'll get hurt in the end she said

yet i jump in blindly like the aries i am

full of fire and passion. hoping for chance

and shit falls through like sand in the hourglass

moving faster and faster til

nothing. again.

move on she suggests. and dont worry.

i will.

but i am no robot.

i still feel.

im not some experience to be had.
i dont just go away when asked.
im a human.

with thoughts and feelings.

time spent short as it may have been.
i held these feelings, openly telling you
what i had within.

feeling how i felt made you run away.

thats okay. you'll understand someday.