I want to write

I want to write.
I want to write a free flowing poem
Filled with flowery imagery and fancy devices
But I can't.
A section of my brain feels locked up.
So I make attempts with words strewn together
That to me seem uncoordinated
Boring
Bland
Basic

I wish I could be like before
Writing words that inspired themselves
I wish my words

Weighed more.

A heavy handed dose of creativity.
But just right in imagery.

Give me a smoke, give me a muse.
Give me some inspiration to use.

I want to write
So badly
Well enough to display proudly.

I want my words to feel like music
I want my words to feel like...
Amazing sex

I want to write something amazing
Something complex.